Krew has an ear infection.
Kade has torticollis.
Seth is working nights, and the babes aren't sleeping.
This morning Seth's mom came over to watch the boys so I could go to yoga. I laid in bed thinking about asking her to watch them while I slept instead of going to the gym.
Looked down and saw my "leftovers" as I like to call them and decided I better get to the gym even if it was just yoga.
That's just what I needed.
A quiet room
stretching
giggling
and loosing myself.
She always instructs us to let everything go, but I find myself sorting everything out. I laid there and thought about my life.
My thoughts looked like this:
I'm a mom.
I'm a wife.
I'm a teacher.
I'm a friend.....
Then the ugly thoughts tried to take over
torticollis.... really?
I know it's not a big deal, but really? Come on.
No Lindsey think about the beauty in your life.....
Then I think about my morning that started at 5.
It started with the biggest smile and coo.
Crooked head and all he is still perfect to his mother.
I smiled back and the loudest belly laugh came out, then from the other room I hear, "Mama. Baby."
Next thing I know I have the worlds most beautiful boys both in bed with me, both loving on their mama.
So when I started to get down they brought me right back up and reminded me of my blessings.
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